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To whom it may concern-

I wrote song lyrics. And they're pretty awful. So here they are.

Awful Things

Lean a little bit closer
Whisper in my ear
Tell me all those awful things
That I want to hear

Tell me you love me
Then tell me you'll leave
It's those kinds of things
I need to make you believe

That I know
It's a show
And your feelings
are all locked up
Inside your
Chest cavity


And I'm trying
To decode the lock
Or find the key
That you've hidden
Right behind me


Everyone keeps talking
Spreading all your lies
But you command everyone
Just using your eyes

I tell them I loved you
I tell them I tried
But I can never forget
The tears that I cried

And I know
It's a show
And my feelings
Are starting to lock up
Inside my chest cavity

And I'm trying
Not to let it shut
Or give you the key
You'll hide
Right behind me

People always tell me
I should act my age
Acting older freaks them out
I should disengage

From the conversation
That I shouldn't be
But I will do anything
Not to make you believe

That I know
It's a show
And my feelings
Are all locked up
Inside my
Chest cavity

And I'm trying
To open the lock
And find the key
That's hidden
Deep within me

Lean a little bit closer
Whisper in my ear
Tell me all those awful things
That I want to hear.

If you steal these, I will steal your first born child.

-Sydney the Destroyer

The Final Countdown...

To whom it may concern...

There is always a lunch countdown in my head. Dinner and breakfast I can do without. Lunch though, it is the best meal of the day. I look forward to it from the moment I wake up in the morning then I look forward to the next day's lunch as soon as I've completed my current one. As my stomach rumbles I am completely aware that I will be eating in an hour and twenty-five minutes. What I will be eating, I have no idea. I never know beforehand unless I have brought my lunch which does happen occasionally. The joy in finding food for lunch is indescribable. From deciding that I would like to eat Chinese food or a burger to deciding that I just want to eat my peanut butter jelly sandwich. They are all equally rewarding to me.

I am one of those weird people that believes that eating should be a social affair though, and if I have to go by myself and sit by myself, I most likely will not go. It must have something to do with my large Italian/Greek family that revolves around meals. I don't like sitting by myself in a restaurant unless I have something that I am accomplishing. I would much rather get my take-out and sit at the Starbucks with all of my friends. I really try to have a lunch buddy every day or I sit in my office with the door shut.

Popular lunch combinations for me are-

Chinese food
Greek food
Chicken Salad
Avocado Sandwiches
Peanut Butter and Jelly Sandwiches (Strawberry jelly only)

These are pretty much all I eat. I really don't like frozen dinners so much, but I will eat them if I have to. These are the lunches I look forward to. I would prefer any lunch if it involves coffee afterwards. Let's be real.

We should get lunch soon.

-Sydney the destroyer